Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Mess

actually, if you think that Im v dependent on others, youre damn wrong man.

you know as a young kid, when so many things happened, all you can do is become stronger？


Im glad t have my mother as my mother(sounds funny oh wells).

she taught me many things, about life and all and she did it when I was really young, plus, she gives me freedom yet w certain restriction so I wouldnt go too far out. then, I would know what I did wrongly and learn from it.


my younger brother, unlike me, didnt went through as much things, or rather he was too young t know/remember whats happening then, so now at the age of 13, he's still like a p5 kid and thats rather irritating as he is really insensitive. and he really need t learn that we cant always be there for him.. but I felt that Im in fault for what he is now, I dote on him too much.

oh wells.
I hope he will grow up soon.

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things I read, most people dont.
things I take notice of, most dont,
and it applies vice versa.

talk t me about idols/stars/bands, I know nothing.
talk t me about soccer, I know nothing.
talk t me about clothes, I know nothing.


sometimes I wondered whats the purpose of having both our lives intersected.


okay, I've got so much things on my mind now till Im damn confused and I know many I said dont link. but well, my mind is just in a mess.
and that question comes up again, which of me is real?

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